Thursday, November 10, 2005
still listenin 2 jay's songs
2dae's e 5th dae le
but feel kind of sadness
coz his songs remind mi of her
readin e lyrics
sum image from e past keep appearin in my mind
nearli cried...
am i being dumb???
y shld i cry over a gal dat doesnt care abt mi animore
i reali duno...
if my mum were 2 noe abt it
she would definiteli sae dat i'm dumb
dun rmb when is e last time i cry over her
jus rmb dat i haf cried a lot 4 her
time reali pass by so quickli
a year ago i am still so happi wif her
enjoyin my life
now...
even when we walk past each other in sch...
we still act duno each other den ignore
dat reali hurts mi damn lots
am i jus another useless guy dat she doesnt even wanna rmb???
jus feel dat our relationship 4 almost a year...
is actuali nth at all
its as if it has nvr existed at all
did she reali 4get evrytink?
or isit dat it doesnt matter at all...
y isit dat she always avoid my qns in e past
y cant she jus b frank wif mi
mayb i'll feel better dat way
i wun feel so hurt
all e promises we made in e past r rubbish
nth is true at all
n its nvr gonna b true
i just feel dat i've been treated like an idiot
haiz...
can sumbodi jus give mi a big tight slap 2 wake mi up...
~ love & peace ~
[my world]'11:00 PM;
